My father flirts
with death
from as far back as I can remember
this relationship
shaped my world
the worlds of his other children
the worlds of his wife
risk and its terrible
wonderful consequences
a border
who never left our home
inhabits me still
My father fights
with life
from as far back as I can remember
he took the driver's seat
knew the road
never showed panic
no matter how lost he was
My father waits
for spring
maybe summer
if he can lean into this life that death has
offered
recent forays into heroism
leaving him fragile, wondering about who he is
what time is where space is
compassion
a stranger better late than never
maybe
it can be
learned
dwelling in the small gifts of tenderness