Dying/broken/forgiven.... now I begin

Born: 17-06-56....gemini.... monkey
re-born: 3-09-80
born again\found: 14-04-08
other notable dates: 10-03-68; 03-09-87; 23-03-96;
1-05-98; 31-01-02; 5-04-04

Interests: movement, stressed/transgressive embodiment, lived experience (body\space\time\relation)
expression ( word, dance, text, image, story, music, poetics)
learning, yielding......

Hopes for the blog:
offer up the wild intersectedness of lived experience and engage others in creative, expressive, perhaps irreverant, hopefully playful, and respectful encounters....
enact kindness
create moments of pause for disclosure, discovery, stillness

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Across time and distance


yesterday
drinking coffee
with a woman who has no reason to lie
she tells me
how heavy i seem
to her
heaviness not in substance
but in spirit
she recalls
 how light i seemed
for awhile
how different that was

today 
drinking coffee
with a woman who has every reason to remember
being light
for awhile
how different that was 
not only in spirit 
but in substance
she absolves 
heaviness
of its necessary resolve
for putting one foot in front of another
doing the next right thing
feeling its breath
across time and distance

carrying 
light
against the odds 


Sunday, July 10, 2011

Punching Smoke


trying to be
mature
at my age 
continuing  to be
something 
struggling to be 
better than I am 
 encountering
gossip
&
deceit
claiming to be
authentic

trying to be
fair...
 I tend my own garden
looking over my shoulder only 
occasionally
 learning to trust
instincts 
after all this time
learning to be



Sunday, July 3, 2011

Humidity


weeds grow
defiantly 
blow 
once the evening
breezes (in) 
begin (s)
teasing
it's easier to believe
tomorrow's heat
will not be so 
impossibly 
wet